i am FREDERICK

Fucking pissed off. _|_

Wanted to drink and sing K with imbal friends together today. Wanted to go bugis actually, but afraid later some need go back early or what so choose some where nearer. Went to serangoon garden ( K- GARDEN) which is fucked up. Went in, the sofa was dusty. the beer was like okok nia. The songs was fucking limited. The peanuts was like fuck, nuggets looked like fuck. Room fucking smelly. Left after 2 songs, called them to bring the bill in. Guess what. FUCKING 80 BUCKS. Since it was me who brought them there and me who asked them out, it looks entirely my fault. I paid 60 then, and fuck the people there too cos we paid for something we didn’t use. Didn’t want to cause any trouble, so jus paid and left the place since it was my fault. FUCK THIS SHIT. Don’t anyhow go to places you don’t know anything. 2 small bowl of peanuts caused us 20 bucks, fucking piece of motherfucker bastard.

DIU LE LO MO CAO HAI!

“OWNAGE’ Day.

Had my btt today at woodlands at 11.45am. woke up at 10.30am then met jiawei and hao chuan. regretted that i didn’t take a cab there. fuck. reach admiralty at around 11.45am, we don’t know where is the new SSDC. We hailed some cabs but they all went to the taxi stand infront and it was already like 11.55am. fuckening fucking fucked up already. Went to to taxi stand, and waited for like 5-8 mins finally next is my turn, but one ahma wantedd to cut queue. Looked at her and told hao chuan, i won’t let her go first. She didn’t queue up. Awhile later, she went off to take the mrt. Didn’t mean to do it. :( Finally, theres a cab. But now, he told us he dont know where is SSDC and called his friend and ask. then he said, i dont want any trouble cos i don’t know where is it. OK! FUCK YOU. wasted another 6mins of my time. Luckily the next cab uncle knew the place, got there around 12.10. The information counter girl told me that actually still can take the test but see if they want let you not. I ran to the room and pleaded with the women to let me cos i told her there was a jam. I said but i thought it ended at 12.30pm so why cant i take it now? She says,’ EVEN IF IT ENDS AT 12.30pm and IT DOES NOT MEAN YOU CAN REACH AT 12.25am. oh man, it just pissed me off by hearing that. “Fuck it, MALAYS are all like that’, and that’s what i said. NOW, i am begining to become a racist. If the situation happens on a malay guy, i AM FUCKING SURE the women will let the guy take the exam. and now thanks to you, i gotta wait for anohter 1 month. 

FUCK YOU!

Fucked up.

It seems like no matter how hard i’ve tried, i will never stand a place in your heart. NEVER. Fuck this shit, i am getting sick of it. I am trying so hard on my side and yet you treat me like a fool. Simply love this quote , ‘Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful. ’ You will just fall in love with someone unknowingly but when you start to realise it, the pain starts to take effect slowly. & as time goes by, you will ask yourself, ” why did i fell for her? “. aha, by the time its too late to regret. Ever heard of time will heal all wounds? To me, its totally crap. _|_You will feel it when the right one comes , but it’s only a one sided feeling. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!! i missed my 2days of intense training at the gym cos i can’t wake up on time. Well, thats mostly due to my insomnia. CAN”T FUCKING SLEEP AT THE NIGHT. _|_. Only if i can get you off my brains.

Parents went to genting today,and friends have not activity. then yap wee ber jiawei hao grace jiabei kai decided to come my house then. Went to NTUC and bought alot of things and it cost 30 bucks. I just took whatever i felt like eating. Just eat and eat since i had nothing to do. Thad, weiliang and xiujun came later on. Watched Meet Dave with them and it was freaking funny. Actually had no mood to do anything, but DAVE MING CHENG made me laugh like mad. haha.

:(

有车就好!

Decided to buy my guitar after postponing the dates again and again. Yap suggssted that he drove his dad’s car and accompany me to get my guitar. That’s very nice of him, thank you liang yap. ^^ So the plan was me wee jiawei and hao sit yap’s car and off we go to buy my guitar. Yap went to collect the car from his dad and came to my house. On his way, and suddenly out of the blue, kai said,’ I am downstairs your house already.’ Bernard was on the way too. OMFG. How can yap’s 4 seater sedan car squeeze us and KAICHENG’s big butt? Haha, but kaicheng did gave me advice on what guitar to get. Eventually, we managed to squeeze but with our legs all cramped and squeezed like fuck. Wee sat infront and he was the most comfortable one. Reached Jln Besah and shopped around for my guitar but none of it seems good. Ate at some kind of black market kopitiam which is expensive and the food sucks. Fruit juice of kiwi and watermelon = $3. Watermelon juice = $2. FUCK. -.- Drove of to peinsular and bought my guitar impulsely at Davis Guitar for 165 plus the guitar bag. During the trip to bugis and back to hougang, i kept repeating 有车就好! 有车就好! 有车就好! 有车就好!. But seriously la, 有车就好! Right? Ah, BTT is next week. ^^Went to returned yap’s dad car and headed to grace house. Went to kovan to eat meepok and then to some park to ‘relax one corner’ and then went home. Was trying out my guitar and thanks to hao chuan for teaching me how to read those tabs. ^^

nieświadomie, upadek i dla Ciebie. Kocham cię. :))))

Pool!

Was playing the pool masters at facebook and suddenly had a strong feel for POOL. lol. called all my good friends and we went to play pool at kovan super bowl. ^^ jek bernard wee hao kai jiawei all came up to my house first and waited for me to prepare. LOL. yap and grace joined us later on. went to arcade and then hao and me played NEO BOMBERMAN. I died at the 2nd stage and hao play until stage 4. One stage have 7 sub stage and a boss level and so can you imagine how long we waited for hao chuan the bomberman king. LOL. Walked to midnight curry had our supper and then headed home to BAO HU GU DONG. ^^

Two different people, two different characteristics, two different lives. The gap between us is somehow like North and South. Though unlike poles attract but it only works for magnetism and it will never happen in reality. ‘Trying’ have been in my dictionary for just too long.  Things now somehow seemed fucking impossible for us but i’ll jus let nature take its course.

Childhood memories. ^^

Meet wee hao grace bernard yap and kai cos they said to ave dinner outside. Didn’t know where to go and was like planning for 1/2 hour… and finally wee decided to go downtown east. Walked up and down but just couldnt find any cheap and good place to eat and so off to NTUC and bought HL milk. After much consideration, we went to XIN WANG HK’s CAFE and all of us ate HONGKONG STYLE Curry Chicken Rice except bernard and the waitress was like so fucking amazed. While walking there, we saw 2 indians guys holding each other hands so GENTLY while crossing the road. Me and wee decided to follow them and we felt so gay. FUCK, wonder how they did it. IMMBAA. But seriously, there’s nothinng shocking for 6 people eating chicken curry. -.- jiawei joined us after his work. Met thad at pasir ris bus interchange before he got on the bus to SAF ferry terminal to tekong. He has become more tanned and he has slimmed down alot and thats pleasing to hear. Somehow i am looking forward to army, but somehow i am not. LOL. Walked around white sands and bought a cotton on flip flop on iimpluse cos it was just only 5 bucks. Kaicheng then went to pierce his ear but initially he told me he wanted to pierce his nipples,but i think he is afraid of the pain. NOOB. lol. Went to ‘pontianak’ to slack and decided to played catching, LOL. Since ‘pontianak’ was too small, we went to hao’s old house playground. Everyone is trying to keep their voice down cos there wil always be policemen coming to raid us for playing ‘catching’ or ‘ice and water’. lol. and speaking of the devil, the police arrived as soon after the 2nd or 3rd game.  Though the game was like around 1/2 hour to 45 mins, it was fucking fun. Didn’t had so much fun since secondary 3. The perspiring-ness,tired-ness and together-ness was there. IMBA GAME! (FYI: ‘Pontianak’ was supposed to meant for a playground as rumours saying that it was a pontianak HIDING spot.)

Cześć!

Pimple!

CHIN SENG GOT CAUGHT FOR LITTERING A CIGRATTE ON THE FLOOR AND WAS FINED 300 BUCKS. LOL! Seng went to work and me kai and hao went all the way to tampines block 825 to consult a specialist about those freaking pimples on our faces. Doctor told me mine is quite okay compared to HAO and KAI. HAHAHA. Prescribed me 5 bottles of cream and a bottle of cleanser to use it either at the day or night. guess how much it cost? 108 BUCKS. omg, hard-earned money gone to my face. Kaicheng said he wanted to pierce his ear so we went to tampines one. Since i am there and so i thought of getting a flip-flop slipper , some clothing at tampines one but cant find something which suits me and so i didn’t get anything. -.- but kai didnt get his ear pierced too. KOVAN MAC was next. Seng joined us there. We went to climb a wall which is quite high. Seng was up there after much tries but didn’t dare to come down. LOLOL. but at least he tried, kai sat down there and say no, i am scared. HAHAHA. Me and hao was enjoying the breeze from the top. ^^ Reached home and spent almost 45mins in the toilet applying the cream and bath. Anyway come to think of it, i have still lots of things which is in my wish list. All these needs MONEY. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!~

(Dear god, please let me strike a windfall from 4D! ) :)

GYM!

Went gym with wee, hao, yap and kai. Did few different kinds of training. after going to the gym,it made me realised how much strength i only had. Gotta build up my body cos i’m tired of being skinny. Thad once said, tired of being fat for 18 years and its time to slim down,BUT its the other way round me. Haa. Like what wee said, dont be a POW anymore. LOL.  I must still thank wee anyway, he coached and helped me in gym and pushed me when i ‘TBT’ already. (TBT means cannot tahan anymore) THANK YOU HONG WEE. Arms, forearm and back are freaking aching now. Although it’s pain, but i feel fucking good. LOL. and i’ve made up my mind to tone up my body. gotta have more DETERMINATION ! Hope its all in my mind. :)

How to train your dragon!

Went to downtown east and catch the show ‘how to train your dragon’. fucking nice show! Do watch it if you wna train your dragon! LOL.

Hardcore!

Work starts at 6 and i gotta be awake by 4.30am and that’s freaking early. Cease work at 11am, took a cab home and met hao,seng and thad to swim at sengkang swimming complex. Reached swimming pool and hao found out that he had forgotten to bring his swimming pants. IMBA. He then wasted 15 bucks on a normal pants. Me and thad then swam continously for 21 laps! I was so shocked, thought i would be breathless at around the 8th lap. After the hardcore training, thad say we gotta indulge ourselves and we went to play the slides. The floor was fucking wet and i slipped and now there’s a bruise on my spine, but i think its healing now thanks to my strong body. HAHA. ^^ Had macdonalds after that. The hot and spicy fries was SIMPLY DELICIOUS! After that we went home and changed into my jogging outfit and went to hougang stadim with hao and seng.  Thad needa book in to tekong already so he had to miss it. We did some warm up before we continued our strenuous exercise. I only ran 7 laps of the stadium continously and was quite disappointed for which i could have done much more better last time. I guess i needa cut down already as it’s harming my health badly.  Had char siew rice then went home for a cooling bath. Headed for my beauty sleep on my beauty bed with my beauty blankets, with my beauty bolster, with my beauty pillow, with my beauty air con and lastly with my beauty 90.5 FM.